Listen here.

I have a little rant to go on about.

Do NOT tell me to not complain on here. This is MY blog. If I'd like to "make a dumbass" of myself, then let me. Let me do it, should you care? Now, granted, you're aloud to hate my blog, dislike my talk, you don't HAVE to like my blog, you can share your opinions, I honestly like to hear them. But this is my blog, and I sometimes have things that I need to say, because if I keep those thoughts and problems inside me, then there's a BIG issue, and that's just the way it is with me. Feel free to tell me what you think, just don't be unreasonable and tell me that I "suck ass" that "I'm pathetic", cause then, it's not my problem, it's yours. :) Ya dig?

Random Writing.

i hate my mother for doing this to me. for making me so angry and hurt. i have never felt so betrayed by anyone before, ever. i hate her for making me hate her. i love her, but i hate her. i want her to stop blaming others for the fault of hers, how she's made me and is STILL making me so sad and angry inside. i think i want to live with my dad and lisa. i hate having to deal with being so sad all the time. i've done things that i can honestly say i regret, i want something different.

After hand, I'd like to apologize for no-capitalization, really un-professional! Also, this might sound weird, but it would make me robotic, and it would start to form into a story, which is surprisingly, NOT what I want! I'm doing free writing, so I can clear my mind easily.