Find what makes it easy.

What is it that makes your life so easy?

What is your escape?

How do you get away from the problems?

I fight, right then and there, and I say whatever I want, not giving a shit about what the person thinks about me.

The people who run away are pathetic, wimpy.

Can't fight for themselves, have to run away from the problem because they can't take it.

I used to think being suicidal was really wimpy, like you were just running away from the problem, and, in a way, you are.

Until I started self mutilation, and I would hate to become a hypocrite.

But let me tell you a little something about cutting, or whatever self mutilation you're doing, it's ADDICTIVE.

Once you start, it's a ritual, that you can't control. I have 16 scars on my wrist, and when I stopped at 8 for a while, I promised that I would NEVER touch a blade again. Boy, was I wrong.

It was one day, and I just went crazy. I just couldn't find anything else.

So I cut again, and after, the pain was gone.

It's horrifying to imagine, and I never thought I would cut, but it's difficult, don't get into self mutilation, it's a tough thing to get out of.